Dear Crafty,
Because I raise issue on something that I don't agree with, I am a so called "nut case"? Is this what you, Wendy, Lord Lee dole out just because someone argues a point with you in the game? Such a childish retort in an argument.
You are supposed to be a mature 50ish year old man. Wendy and LordLee I can understand, as they are kids to me in my perspective, given my age, and they didn't address me by my real name.
You, I actually held to a higher standard. I always regarded you as fair and someone to respect in this game. Now I put you right there with Wendy and her childish insults and tactics.
Furthermore, are you certain to what degree my anger is on this side of the computer? Can you hear anything, see my facial expressions? Then how do you know if what I am typing is being screamed, yelled or what not? YOU DON'T. I do possess the ability to get angry. I think we all do, but that doesn't qualify a person as needing help. ha ha ha ha
You want to argue a case of semantics that you addressed the chat in general "no racism in chat." Well I was the one doing the talking. Darcus, Aries, Hezzy, you all were present, was Crafty talking to you???
Furthermore, who ARE you, Crafty? Despite your attempts to contact the GMs about volunteering as a game moderator, I don't believe the gamemasters have bestowed this privilege upon you. Now I have to raise a brow as to perhaps why they haven't. Maybe they know something we don't know.
And after this debacle, I don't think you are qualified to do the job as you obviously do not possess the ability to be fair and you issue out personal un-called for insults. This is behavior not befitting a moderator role.
So right above in this post you address me by name, and try to diagnose me? Did you go to medical school, specialize in psychiatry even? Do you have credentials behind your name? I didn't think so. I work for educated people with credentials behind their names. I have credentials behind my name. So don't even begin to state that you are qualified to determine if I need "help" or not. You are a layman, not a medical doctor or psychiatrist. You do not know me outside of the words that you see typed in this forum or in the chat. If your wife observed you, she observed you in person. You have never witnessed me in person, so that argument doesn't really hold water, now does it?
As for being the person I once was? I don't really think I have changed. I have always come in here, laughed, joked, posted, engaged players in conversation. I have always spoken my mind and if I feel like I or someone was wronged, I have spoken up.
You see the problem here, is you and Wendy and some of the vets are sooooooooooooooo arrogant, you are "above" anyone trying to point out that what you are doing might be wrong. But you sure do dish it out, don't you???
I accepted your admonishment in the forum, relative to Wendy, and that I may have overstepped. Again, where were you and your commentary the thousands of times she has done so? Selective, aren't you?
I hope that this community sees what a jerk you can be. This, in my opinion, is un-called for. The above post is even more uncalled for than the conversation you and I had in private yesterday. I will report it to the gamemasters for it has no place here. It is this sort of behavior that ruins the game, ruins the chat, ruins the forum.
I have received in game messages from several players asking me not to leave, but honestly, I don't know if I want to be a part of this any more. I can only shake my head at you. I would say that the mental problem lies more with a player who just can't offer a simple apology for being wrong, but you will never admit that, will you?
Well I will end with offering my apology to anyone in this game that feels like I have wronged them. You see, I'm not above admitting being wrong. You should try it, Crafty.