WHO is blackeyes........
Does it really matter who he is? Even if we knew the original name, we would then be saying, WHO is that? Do we even KNOW who anyone is, really? I thought I once did.
Well whoever Blackeyes is, I want to thank him for at last giving me answers, not totally in detail, but enough to satisfy my need to know "why" and "what". The why......I was "the" game. Despite 2 major heart attacks and having to have open heart surgery, the reality of me having been used, and the humiliation of it all......none of you broke me. So I wonder, if I won, after all, in this "game"? I'm still around and much stronger and wiser and happier for it. :P
Thank you, Blackie, for your apology. I waited 9 years for someone to say that to me. I respect you for doing that. I'm sorry too for all of it. Really the whole thing just makes me sad. Not for me, but sad that this is how society has become. :-(
Forgiveness is a great thing though. Love you ALL! Hugs and Muahs!
Jan
aka KissOfDeath, Lorelei,gawd I can't remember all my names. lol I think I was even Superman once! ha ha ha