Thanks for the encouragement! Every little bit of positivity, prayers, Well wishes, positive vibes, or good juju helps. As a matter of fact, today I go for my first post-surgery, post-radiation and chemo PET CT Scan.
For those of you who are lucky enough to not know what exactly that means, well, a PET CT Scan is a Positron Emission Tomography scan at the same time as a CT Scan (Computerized Axial Tomography). What that does is give doctors both a detailed image of the bodies internal structure, and allows them to image metabolic activity. They attach a radioactive tracker to a form of glucose (sugar) and inject you with it. When the bodies cells take up the sugar-like molecule, they also take up the radioactive tracker. This causes the areas of high metabolic activity to "light up" on the images.
Normally, these high metabolic (gas guzzler) areas are limited to the brain, the heart, and a few other small organs and systems, but most cancers cause their mutated cells to behave in the same way,taking up much more energy than normal cells of the type. This has the effect of allowing oncologists to pin point trouble areas, or hot spots-areas of likely cancerous tissue.
This is my first scan since the downright hell that is treatment, and Thursday I have an appointment with my oncologist where basically I find out if the cancer is gone, in remission, or growing again. Needless to say, I've spent the last two weeks slowly loosing my mind while awaiting my doom. Haha. But just a few more days, and atleast I will know,and I can either celebrate or stand up, ring that bell, and start fighting round two. So, needless to say, I will happily take all the positive energy you can direct my way.
So now that I've had yet another rant and bored the majority of you, im sure, let's change the topic... to another rant! Haha.
Right now the foundation I'm currently working towards is in the process of pointing its name servers to a new host. Web hosting can get expensive, so the webpage will be down for a few days during the transition. But there is a gofundme set up by my parents to help me with medical bills, cost of treatments, medications, home health aids, and the various other insane expenses that come along with fighting advanced stage cancer.
Www.gofundme.com/hopeforjosh
I don't expect anyone to donate money- don't get me wrong, donations have been a huge part of the reason I've been able to afford to fight this war against such a heinous disease, and every little bit helps far more than anyone could realize, be it a single dollar or a hundred, but I know personally that to many people a few dollars is all that stands between them and feeding their children, or paying the mortgage. So I'm not soliciting donations, but asking you to take the time to visit my gofundme, read my story from beggining to present. I don't ask for money, but I do ask that if at all possible, you read my story, you share the link. Take to social media, post the link, and ask your friends and loved ones to take the time to read my story as well, and, in turn, share it with their friends and family. Because awareness is the name of the game.
Www.gofundme.com/hopeforjosh
I have been able to keep food on my table, my children clothed and happy, my bills paid and my mortgage only slightly behind, all because of the generosity of complete strangers, all because a small group of amazing people have given a few dollars when they could afford it, to a complete stranger. Not for recognition, or tax breaks, or to impress someone, but because of the love and compassion they have in their hearts for a complete stranger, but a fellow human being.
There's no denying that I've been through hell, a horrible disfiguring illness with no guarentee of recovery, but I can honestly say that I consider myself to be an incredibly lucky person. Through this ordeal, I have seen some of the very best in people. I've been the recipient of gifts far greater than money- a personal, first hand experience of the awesome power of good in people, of love and of compassion.
Again, I can't ask you to donate your hard earned money, but I do ask that you share my story. I'm using this as a platform to spread awareness for my charity, and that cancer isn't only a disease of the very young, women, or the elderly. This disease doesn't discriminate, it can strike anyone- from a kid in preschool, to the elderly, male and female, humans of every race, religion, creed, shape and size. From the incredibly wealthy to the completely destitute.
But, unfortunately, most foundations, charities, and programs for assistance are set up to help those effected by particular "popular cancers", childhood lymphomas, breast cancers and the like, while also being directed towards certain demographics, such as young children and work related cancers, as well as the more "marketable" age groups, while myself, a 27 year old, otherwise healthy young adult male is left to foot a seven-figure debt while still trying to support a family, dispute not being considered eligible for most grants and assistance.
So that's why I'm starting this charity. To educate, to advocate, and hopefully to eventually provide assistance to individuals and families who find themselves in the situation I'm currently in.
So now I ask for your assistance. Spread the word as you can, and if you know anyone suffering from this disease, in any of its forms, give them the support they need.
Again, sorry for the rant. When I start rambling, its tough to stop me, haha.
In other news, I'm beggining to lose my beginners income boost, and while I've made some headroads securing alternative income, I'm running real low on cash. If anyone has any tips or aid available, shoot me a message. The country is the social union of Kikeroke.
Thanks all.